Yeaaah. I am BACK.

And holy crap, there is a ton of spam on my site!

Wow! I mean, really. Look at it. Just LOOK.

It reminds me of an untamed garden where once stood neat and tidy rows of freesia. I had no idea I’d come back to this.

But here I am. I came back.

Glad to be here.

You must know that life has dealt me some unfair hands of late and that writing was the last thing on my mind. I was selfish. I was blue. Most of all, I was in a strange state of having to pick myself up while tending to an infant who needed me most.

My days were about my little baby combined with some ugly realities I had to face full on. Know this though…

…My child is great. She is thriving. And now I shall be great, too. Without her, I’d be nothing. She is the reason I have been resilient, dauntless and plucky because SHE is a resilient, dauntless and a plucky gal herself.  She is the reason I am me.

I’m sorry I gave up on my site temporarily. I suppose I could look at it as some sort of sabbatical but truth is, I effed up and forgot to say, “Be back soon!”

I hope you forgive me.

I hope you still read me.

I hope to see you around during this second phase of  life.

Here is a photo that kept me going during my hard days. I always told myself that were I to find myself on the other side, I would find a way to have a christmas tree with purple lights.

This is not a christmas tree but it doesn’t matter. You get the gist.

Thank you reading.

xo B

4 Responses to Yeaaah. I am BACK.

  1. Sh February 22, 2011 at 1:43 pm #

    I’m sorry to hear you’ve been going through a tough time. It’s good to see you back.

  2. Beth February 22, 2011 at 9:55 pm #

    Thank you so much, SH! How are YOU doing?

  3. Beth February 23, 2011 at 3:10 am #

    I am happy to be back, too. 🙂 How are YOU, Sh?

  4. starterknit March 8, 2011 at 9:34 pm #

    Hi! I found your wonderful site while you were away and I’m thrilled you’re back. Sorry to hear it’s been so ^~>|#*. Look forward to the posts to come, as I embark on my first IVF round.

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