Sorry for my absence. I needed a respite from the computer as the pregnancy was turning complicated and family issues…more complicated.
But all is well and there are blue skies ahead. My due date is soon and I’m learning to breathe on my own.
The other day, a close friend of mine told me, “Your little baby needs you.” We were joking about cool clothes and the metallica rockabye cd. But what he said sort of jolted me. My baby didn’t need ME.
“I need her.”
She will always bring out the best in me. And I know because she will be here and real and existing, she will be the reason I am going to be better version of who I am already. Not many people do that for me. Maybe one friend does. Because that friend exists, I am a better version of myself.
Anyway. I am rambling here. I hope I still have readers.
I promise not to disappear for such a long time again. It’s no fun.
Sooooo…WHAT’S UP!? 
Do tell!
