Sorry for my absence. I needed a respite from the computer as the pregnancy was turning complicated and family issues…more complicated.
But all is well and there are blue skies ahead. My due date is soon and I’m learning to breathe on my own.
The other day, a close friend of mine told me, “Your little baby needs you.” We were joking about cool clothes and the metallica rockabye cd. But what he said sort of jolted me. My baby didn’t need ME.
“I need her.”
She will always bring out the best in me. And I know because she will be here and real and existing, she will be the reason I am going to be better version of who I am already. Not many people do that for me. Maybe one friend does. Because that friend exists, I am a better version of myself.
Anyway. I am rambling here. I hope I still have readers.
I promise not to disappear for such a long time again. It’s no fun.
Sooooo…WHAT’S UP!? 
Do tell!
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Glad you are back, but I'm sorry you were having complications (both with pregnancy and family). I hope everything is well now!
So glad your back honey, have missed you! More problems with MIL & SIL? Hope you ate happy & healthy now. As for us, well IVF no3 worked and we are now nearly 7wks and have our 1st scan on Wednesday to find out if 1 or 2 of our little freezer babies made it! After 5 yrs ttc and so much heartache, I can hardly dare believe it and can't help but be a little anxious. Does that ever fade?
Hope to speak to you soon. X
Yikes! I responded a week ago and the post didn't take. Man!
I want to thank you for writing and welcoming me back. Last leg of pregnancy and I must say, the lethargy and discomfort has settled in. BUT? It's all good. So grateful.
Katie, all is well. Family is still weird but I can't do a darn thing to change such mentally incapacitated people. They suck.
Jill. I am SO dee-lighted for you. I really am over the moon! How are you feeling?
xo Beth
Not good hon, this just wasn't our time. We lost our baby. See my tweets @jillyjohn for the story. Still trying to get my head round it all.
Glad everything is going so well, gives us hope. X
Aw, Jill. I am SO sorry. What can I do for you? I want to hug you.