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There is the MOST amazing carousel in a mall in Connecticut. Has anyone ever been? Very kid friendly mall. Highchairs in the food court. Pretty freakin’ awesome and stuff one appreciates when children are in the picture. Before my lil’ one, I’d not have noticed any of it as I sat and ate something from […]

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Hot Diggity! Thoughts after a GYN exam

So, I had the most invasive GYN exam today. Gah! I don’t want to go in to the details but I think most of you know exactlllllly what I am talking about. Paper gown and all. Woo hoo! Anyway, after my exam I walked to my car and decided to grab a hotdog at a […]

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So, I was wondering something… IVF and YOU

Here I am babbling on and on about myself. For crying out loud, it’s so self centered!  I mean, really. I don’t ever want to be famous for fifteen minutes.  I would not know what to do with myself before, during and after and would only end up chuckling nervously.  Or saying, “like”  or “you […]

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The Big D…

Please know that nothing compares to the joy of being a mom. I LOVE my girl. LOVE. You’ll know what I am talking about when you become a mother (or father!) some day, too. I left my husband not so long ago. Divorce. I would have stayed were it not for the safety of my […]

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The Grating Room…

The waiting room at my doctor’s office was like one of the worst experiences to deal with. Seriously. I will never forget it, not even a year and a half later. You gals and guys know what I am talking about, don’t you? The same faces every day (since the visits are often) and no […]

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I took ten minutes out of my day today and just stared in the mirror. Ever do that? I have not done it for quite some time. I studied my eye lashes and my iris in my eyes. I studied my nose and my lips. I studied my goosebumps and the grey in my hair, […]

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Happy Hallloweeeeennnnn! I hope it was spooktacular! xo Beth

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I’m fine but my cervix is a jerk…

Wish me luck, ladies and gents. I will have more news to come. I don’t want to discuss the possible ramifications of HPV and cervical issues at this juncture but I will going through a second surgery next week because well, $%^& happens. And when that $%^& is caught early, it’s a huge deal. I’m […]

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Even cowgirls get the blues :(

My work colleague just had a baby. She had three failed IVF protocols and finally it worked. She had a baby girl. Her name is Patricia. Yesterday my work colleague texted me, “Oh…Beth.” Turns out she was depressed? They don’t call it post partum depression for nothing, right? She was overwhelmed and feeling blue. I […]

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Baby Boy Joins This World…

My good friend just had her son today. We met during our IVF cycles. She and I always sat in the same seats, next to one another, in the waiting room. Every day. Her first cycle failed but this one…SUCCESS IN A HUGE WAY. Welcome to the world, Mr. L. You are the reason so […]

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